Its Starting.

So far in this pregnancy, I really haven't been that emotional. But the past few weeks alot of things have made me feel on the verge of tears. Just today my really awesome co-worker Kate came up to me and said "Did you hear we are having a going away party for you?" I was trying really hard to keep my eyes dry, and I dont even know why! I DID know that we were having a party, but I just felt so happy and yet so sad at the same time that it made me want to cry my eyes out! and then she dropped this bomb on me: "The company is buying sensuous sandwich and a few people are bringing cookies and stuff" WHAT? sensuous sandwich?! for me?! Yeah, verge of tears again. and then she said "but we are going to do it on wednesday..we would do it on friday cause thats your last day but sean (CEO) and jon (CFO) really wanted to be here for it, and they will be gone on friday" WOW. so nice, I feel so loved! And kind of like I want to cry all over again.

P.S. logan and I are on season 10 of friends right now.. and there are only 2 episodes left. You better believe thats going to make my emotions go haywire! I get really depressed at the end of friends..good thing I have all the episodes so I can go back to season one when I feel sad.

P.P.S. Packing is really not fun.

P.P.P.S Im really going to miss logan for the few weeks when he is still in utah and I am in california.